What else can I do?

I think something has probably gone wrong in my head. I know that probably sounds horrible to say, but I think it's true. I just have so many ideas, so many thoughts running through my head at once, and I can't focus on one thing for too long. I think it's what doctors would diagnose as ADD, but I like to call it constant creativity, or yearning for something more. :-) Why am I telling you this? Because along with everything else I try to balance on my plate, I've added more, and want to add more. I'm interested in EVERYTHING! I can't help it. I want to do everything and anything! It's horrible, because no one can possibly do everything, but I feel like I want to at least give everything a try. In case you didn't get it, I mentioned the word everything 5 times, now 6.

I recently became a mark. representative. mark. is a sister branch of Avon, but their products are more trendy, customizable, and cutting-edge. Plus so affordable. I've been in a number of direct selling companies, but wanted to give mark. a shot to earn a couple of bucks every month and pay off credit cards, plus get a discount for make up, so I can feel like a pretty mom! More info about that is all right heeerrreee.

On top of that, I want to write a book. I really really want to write a book. I've been wanting to write for the longest time now, but don't know exactly where to start. I'm not sure if I want to write a fiction novel or a book for young mothers (like a self-help, motivation, sort of thing.)

I also want to create make up. I saw a women's site selling mineral make up that she creates and all the colors really got my attention. It looks fun because she says she get to mix different colors, try different things, and can be totally creative. How fun! Plus making a product would be a new experience. I have no idea how to go about that, but fun right?

The last thing is I want to learn is how to sew. My grandmother was an expert at sewing before she had a stroke. She made pageant dresses, evening gowns, and my prom dress. Now she is too weak to want to sew anymore, so I want to try and learn and get to sewing some dresses and funky outfits for me and Truly.

See what I mean, I must be crazy!!!! With everything going on, will someone please knock some sense into me :-P


  1. Hey Stepfanie

    Do they have Mark. in the UK yet? I used to be an AVON rep years ago.

    Lovely blog!Stopping by from SITS.

    LBM X

  2. I think you are just full of creativity!
    Better than never ever thinking of anything fun to do...

    Just stopping by from SITS wishing you a VERY HAPPY SATURDAY SHAREFEST!

    See you around!

  3. Loads of creative ideas, so many ideas, so little time? Throw me a line when you launch your cosmetic line.

    I am with you on that book,.. but I know what I want to write about, just need the time!

    Stopping by from SITS.

    Happy Saturday Sharefest

  4. You're not crazy, you're a woman and we can do a million things at one time, but sometimes don't know where to draw the line. At least you recognize that you're putting waaaay to much on your plate.

    I just finished writing a book and it was the most rewarding accomplishment. After doing soooo many things, I know writing is my passion and my gift from God, so this is what I've decided to focus on.

    Thanks for your honesty in this post. Most women are ashamed to say they're all over the place (smile) although many of us are.