Monday, Januray 18, 2009
Happy MLK Day everyone!
I am so dedicated to find myself this year. I think that this last year took it's toll on me. I had some amazing highs, and then some ultra low lows. I definetly had done some soul searching and plan on implenting them very soon. I feel like I don't have time to waste anymore. I have baby number 2 on the way, and I feel like it's time to stop thinking "Oh, I would love to do that but....". I want to do so much, but my mind has been stuck in this place of thinking, instead of doing. Having children hasn't changed any of my plans, like writing, or seeing the world, it's only made my plans that much more exciting. I mean, who's going to take your picture at the Taj Mahal? Why your 5 year old daughter of course! I definetly want to show them that if you really want something in life, that you should go for it. Naturally, my children are going to come before any big decisions that I make, but my dreams in all honesty, come off of them.
When we lived in Germany, my mother toted us around all of Europe every weekend. I loved it. I want my children to have those kind of experiences too, to know all of what is around them, and to have an appreciation for what life has to offer.
I look back at this blog, and I see all talk. Well, type. How I am going to start taking writing seriously, and blah blah blah. I'm a big dreamer, but when it comes to do doing, I chicken out.
If you want something, go for it. Let's see what this new me can do ;-)